he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

i try not to think about her, not to focus on her.

sometimes i am good at it, sometimes not so good.

my friends tell me her days are numbered. i hope they are right.

if he isnt with me, let him meet someone else, but not her.

not the one he left for, not the one that has harassed me and said mean awful things.

and yes, i know, who cares if she gets him, he isnt the man i married, he isnt a prize now.

it all sounds nice, all sounds caring, but we all know it doesnt make it easier.