he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

h just called. i always feel bad when he calls.

because then i wonder, what is he doing, what was he doing, where is he going, i hear he is in his car etc...

i hate this, i really do. i know we all hate these situations we are in...

but i did accomplish my goal of not questioning the weekend and not calling or texting.

i guess that is a good thing for me.