Hey T, hi, missed your posts. I am not so much on here anymore (at least that is how I feel). No advice from me other than keep focusing on your life and as your friend said, on what you WANT to do.
Your interactions with B sound OK but I can udnerstand why you felt sad after your last meeting. I would too. One question for you: do you still feel hopelessly in love with him? Love K
Join FB with the name Transformer. No one will make the connection, you will be "safe"...