(((Dawn))), Hang in there. You actually sound really well. Good job trying to fix the pool, and great for you in participating in the piano recital. Both sound out of your comfort zone, so I give you extra credit for doing both. Keep doing those sorts of GAL type of things. It can’t help but make you stronger over the long run.
Can’t really give you advice regarding the friend…I know you are adamantly against her actions with the married man; but on the other hand, she sounds like one of the few people that regularly stays in touch. Plus she is in touch with H. I wouldn’t put too much credence into what she says that H says. Have you told her how you feel about her actions, she sounds very selfish to contiue to "use" you for a sounding board about something she knows you don't approve of.
I would contact H regarding insurance. I can’t believe that he is allowing you to be w/o insurance knowing your health issues…he must really be over the edge (of course OW can help validate those decisions for him).
I don’t post much, but have been keeping tabs on you for some time. You are a wonderful writer…have you ever considered trying to write a novel or maybe a writer’s group would be another GAL activity for you to participate in.
Take care, your cyber friends are praying for you!
