Wow! You were so right Jeff! Got everything and anything today! Good, bad and ugly.
In short we spent maybe three hours in pretty intense discussions today. I`m glad of the DB advice to shut up and listen cos I managed to do a bit of that! Though I also did some unDB like being tearful(though only about the kids) and asking him if he felt attracted to me.
I know H is being careful not to get my hopes up("I don`t love you enough to go to the ends of the earth for you" " I shouldn`t have hugged you, I don`t feel like having sex with you") but my default mode is to be totally hopeful and optimistic so I`m gonna go cool down for a while and not throw myself at him.
Yes, after months of despondency I`m ready at the first ray of hope to jump in to the sunshine. I don`t want to make a fool of myself and watch that light blink out too soon.
