Rollin' down the river...

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Hi Mnt, I dont have much to add but have been reading along and agree with all the comments. I'm living each day with more purpose! A plan, a goal, a dream. Just making the most of each day's opportunities! This is exactly how I feel more and more.

I still find myself wondering like you said if H thinks about me etc, but more and more I think he must but just tries to hide it.

Its hard to remember that they probably do watch whats happening with us more than we notice. Its hard to see it as progress bc often I dont think H sees whats really happening. But we feel better in ourselves day by day and that is good pay off for the work. I still can't remember when I lost myself exactly but am slowly getting that back.

And don't worry, I feel semi-insane myself most of the time!