I haven't checked your blog in a while and was thinking of you this morning. It sounds like you are really doing well.
In a way, I would say you are lucky to have so many opportunities to meet with H. 3 meetings in 8 days is pretty good, I'm thinking.... that is 3 separtate times to look Fabulous and be "As if" and show him you are GAL. I think the thing that really bugged my H when he was here was that I was living in a manner that did not REQUIRE his presence. He got it that I DON"T NEED him. Of course, it will probably take another year or more to get to "He WANTS me", but hey........one step at a time right? I read somewhere that WAS watch our every move, even when we think they are not...they are looking for consistency in our change, I think.
Also, I think you are doing a great job not being too available...that is always the most difficult part.
I just wanted to go back a couple of entries ago and comment on the just being friends thing....
For now, yes you are "just friends"....to him. However, Inside, you have an entire other plan. Just remember that. He cannot see you thru the eyes of a H, but as friends you can make him wish he was with you. That is the opportunity you are trying to focus on. Its your chance to show him you are a woman only a fool would leave!
I think its so amazing that you don't respond to his texts and emails right away. I still am working on that...now, bc I am busy, I may not get to seeing his texts/emails/calls, but when I see it, my first reaction is to just contact him ASAP! I am inspired by your will power and strength to stop and reasses before reacting!
Hope you met up with your friends and had a good dinner and a movie last night. What movie did you see? Hope you are having a good Sunday!
