Don't go by what your friends and family want you to do. They just want you to stop hurting, and it's selfish in a way because they feel uncomfortable when they see you hurting, and they don't want to be uncomfortable anymore. You do what your heart tells you to do, and if that's to continue to DB, even when things seem the darkest...then you do that! Coach and Bridgestone say that your every move is being watched closely by your WAS...whether you know it or not. Yeah...he's thinking about you. You just keep DB'n, if that's what you're led to do. Take care of yourself, get better and get stronger. Enjoy your kiddos...be the absolute best mother, woman, and partner that you can possibly be. Focus on yourself and your kids. Take care mnt_dreams.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
