WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 10

[confusedinpa]

Sandi

I think in the past she had tried to and I would be supportive and caring and attentive until the last couple of years. That's when I see that I had felt that I neglected her by treating how she felt as an annoyance or inconvience. There I see how she felt neglected as she was bit feeling well fairly frequently as that's what happens with her when she is stressed

I would still help her but would do it reluctantly or would look annoyed. I would bring her things (ie tea or medicine) but wouldn't spend the time to just hold her like I used to.

I know that was horrible of what I did but I'm trying to be truthful I myself as I reflect on what I did