What a day, what a day...I have finally figured out that H wants me to be his wife if and when he feels like it. Can't quite describe how crazy it was as I walked into his world for a bit today and when I had plans I had to leave for, he was offended...yep, how could I possibly have something more important to do???
Already tonight there was one move to provoke me that involved my kid.
So, now I will be writing everything down and preparing for the likeliest outcome (still can't quite bring myself to file but very close)...
I am very concerned about H's clinical narcissism (I have little doubt at this point) and my obvious co-dependence. I am going to look for help in dealing with this.
I'm looking for a light at the end of this tunnel, it is pretty obscured at the moment.
