Snodderly,

I know I fed into it, I knew I was going to do that before I sent the response to him.

I'm just so tired of him being the only one who gets to vent his anger. I have anger to and I am tired of keeping it bottled up.

Now that anger is directed at myself.

I can't help shaking the feeling that it has been me all along. That he hasn't been going through some MLC all along, the whole time it was just really me. I feel like everything is my fault.


Me:35, ex: 36
Sons: 9 & 7
Bomb: July, 2006
Divorced 2009