WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 10

[confusedinpa]

Hey man, as long as you want it then you shouldn't give up. No matter what happens at least you will no that you did all that you could and you will have no regrets. Also, the kids are watching and see what you both are doing. They see that you are doing all that you can. She is going to live to regret her decisions.

Thanks Wolverine1997.

The boys are the a big reason why I keep going. I kills me when I see them hurting. This is suppose to be the BEST time of their lives, but instead, it is a very painful time for them. My wife had even said that she knows that she's going look like the bad guy to them as she is the one who left. She had gone on about how they won't understand right now all the "pain" that she had to endure in the past. I had told her that it was the past and I've learned from it and know that I, along with the boys, will have a better life because of it. It's up to her to decide if she wants to be part of that.

I do know if it does go the wrong way in this situation, I will have no problem looking my boys in the eye and telling them that I had done everything that I could to keep our family together.

Thanks for dropping by and offering your support and ecouragement. It has been a rough nite, but I should be used to that by now.....