Why would she get mad at me and acuse me of 'going out' for crying out loud?
IMO, Because she is suspicious and untrusting and you have adamantly insisted over and over that you understand that and feel she is justified.
But, it is not based on current reality, is it?
I understand her being suspicious and untrusting of me 'not changing'...but I don't understand her being suspicious and untrusting of me "going out"!
No...it's not based on current reality. I'm still married. Right now anyway, I see her as being so special and cherished by me...that I don't see how anybody else could even be a 'blip' on my radar screen.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
