I do not think I have ever been so exasperated with a person as I get when I read K4D's threads. Honestly! Dude....get a f#(#&(ck'n life! Forget that your wife is even alive. She is dead. The woman you married is NO MORE! She is growing and becoming and to be honest, I am going to say something that I know everyone on this board wants to say and even a few have hinted about it. Your wife left because she was slowly dying being married to you. She keeps you around now for a convenience and nothing else. I, myself, would never go back to you. You are so codependent and you make me feel like I am drowning when I read your threads. *throws hands up in the hair* 2x4s, 4x8s, hell even a mack truck running over your head is not going to get you to change because you don't want to and that is the truth. Nothing in your life is going to change until you step outside of yourself and see yourself as the person you are. I won't sit here and tell you what everyone else on this board sees when we read your threads because it does no good. You are going to have to look in the mirror and open your eyes and mind fully and prepare yourself for the reality that is you. It's ugly and hard work and you I doubt will ever be able to accept it and change. Keep beating your head against the wall and keep on doing the same thing over and over because you are the very definition of insane. UGH!
"It is excruciating pain. It is the pain of separation, the pain of loss, the pain of dreams and expectations unrealized. It is the loss and death of a mirage."
