GETTING UN'STUCK'

[MrBond]

Well today's my B-Day and I feel pretty down.

My W and I share the same B-Day and in the past we had some really great ones with some really great B-Day nights (if you know what I mean). I just kind of miss it.

One thing that I can't shake is that last year on our B-Days, we told our girls that we were separating. It was probably the worst day ever at the time.

So I ended up getting her a gift certificate to the spa and sent her flowers to her working place. I'm sure that's pursuing, but oh well. Temporary insanity.

Tomorrow night I'm taking her out to a nice restaurant for dinner.

I just wish I could get rid of this feeling of anxiety I have right now. I think it is because of the separation last year. It just sucks.