I'm sorry your past 2 days have been bad CG.

I thought about that with better be prepared to go through with it if I do it and I'm not right now and don't know if I ever will be.

I didn't get to go to my AA meeting earlier, so I am going to go to a later one. W called me twice and needed me to pick up D7 because she couldn't because she was taking her sister to the air port. I didn't answer either call. I finally called her back and I picked up D7. We went and ate dinner.

Then W and D11 met me. W was wearing a dress knee lenth and cleavage showing. She looked so hot. I had a hard time not noticing her chest. We talked some. I acted disinterested more than anything. She told me I could go ahead and go to my plans now. I said thanks, they are already blown. She apologized and said she felt bad and asked what my plans were. I said don't worry about it.

After a few minutes of talking to D11 about her church camp I sent W a text to her cell phone saying "Later" even though she was sitting across the table from me because she was chatting with her best friend anyways. I then told the girls goodbye and got up and started to head out. D7 needed to get a bag out of my car so we all walked over there and I got it for her. Then W told me thanks and gave me a hug goodbye. I was stunned as she hasn't initiated a hug since New Years Eve. I know it didn't mean anything though. It was just a thank you and friendly hug. I was polite. I know she could tell that it caught me off guard.

There is another meeting starting in about 45 minutes right next to where I live.

Kevin


Me 36, W 37
M: 08/02/97
D13, D9
1st Bomb 02/08
Reconciled 04/08
2nd Bomb: 09/08
W filed for D 02/04/09
Separated 03/09
D dismissed 06/09/09
Still separated...