He had it all and how could he be proud of what a mess he made of his life? I don't understand how someone can get so far off base in their thinking? - It doesn't make sense to me. None of this makes sense.
I can relate so well to this!
You also said that you loved your H more than anything or anybody else. I can also relate to this.
Yes, they are cowerds, that's for sure!
I am sorry you have to deal with this on top of all the other problems. I wish you strength and will keep you in my thoughts. (((HUGS)))
