where is my future heading? well, in the next 2 months, alot will happen.

not sure if u read my previous posts, but we had opened a business together, which is now closed.

my husband must find a new job, he is unemployed now and i am a housewife. my house is sold and i have to move by sept, not knowing yet where i am going.

i am planning on moving without him as of now, and proceeding as if we will be legally separated, although im not ready to move ahead legally.

im looking into breaking back into working again and trying to plan my life without him, even though i would want him in it.

do i think he will ever do the work necessary, to rebuild us the right way? he might.

i have seen glimpses of him, i thought we were at that point of rebuilding, especially when we planned and opened our business to get him away from ow.

i do feel myself stuck in the love triangle, i am trying my best not to focus on it.

i do want more kids, u are correct...

i figure the next few months will be telling as to where we will be headed.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09