my feelings? just knowing he was at the house, i had a pit in my stomach, extremely nervous and uncomfortable.

i never used to feel this way, it started last week, because he went from nice and all over me, to cold and distant and weird.

he took our son out for alittle now,but when he returns i do not know how to act. he doesnt seem talkative.

things are so weird, i hate it and dont want to deal with it.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09