Fire's burning out...just smoldering

[blindsided1]

And, ST... even though it is trying most of the time. I still put my best foot forward and treat him with respect and kindness. But, once again, as I said above, I get nothing in return from my H. It's sad. But, I have K to fill my love tank, right now. I have my family. I have my friends.


But, I gotta tell you. I am dying to have sex. Sorry. I just had to say it. Dying!!!! But, NOT with H. He doesn't even turn me on anymore because it's so creepy now.

He will do to OW what he did to me, he has with me, he probably has with a number of other women...wait, I do know of one other. Who knows how many more there have been.