Fire's burning out...just smoldering

[blindsided1]

So, yesterday, H texts me that he is going to start taking K every other weekend starting next weekend. I would have preferred that he took her on every Friday, but I can't stop him. So, I just said that sounds great and to have a good weekend. My major concern is that he is not going to give her the care she needs, he'll be neglectful....just worry. She comes home everytime from his house...hungry. And, not just hungry...famished. It's like she hasn't eaten all day. So, it'll be interesting to see how he reacts to only seeing her every two weeks. I know that there is no way I could go two weeks without seeing my daughter.

K still has a fever..most likely due to her vaccinations. But, it's been 3 days, now.

I had a weird dream last night about OW. I dreamt that she worked for UPS (no idea why) and she came to my house to drop off a package and asked me if I hated her. I told her that I did not hate her, but I didn't like her, either. How could I when she helped destroy my family and had an affair with my H. She proceeded to tell me that there is no way she would ever allow that to happen when he becomes her H. She wouldn't stand for him cheating. I told her "it's already happening". Then I told her that I had originally decided not to warn her about him, but that I was going to. I told her to be careful because he will use you, take whatever he can from you and then leave you with absolutely NOTHING.

Not sure where that dream came from. But, there it is.