not 10 mins after posting my last post, W calls and says shes thinking really hard about coming home. she said she's resisting the urge of just packing everything up and just coming home. i asked what's going on, and she said she wanted to call and tell for me to tell her "no". lol, drama, confusion, emotions, omgwtfbbq!
the only thing i said was,"i'm not going to tell you what to do. if that's what you want is to come home then do it. I'm not going to ever tell you what you should do."
she said how much she loves me and thinks of me everyday, blah, blah blah, blah. I did say I love you too W.
then talked about the dogs, small chit chat, her telling me more of how much she misses me. she said she had a friend coming over so i said i'd let her go.
who was this stranger on the phone i spoke to? lol, the great thing about all of this is i didn't even get excited. i'm still not. i still don't believe for a second she's coming home. i only believe she has given some small amount of thought. none of this is going to interfere with what i've planned, because i don't believe it's going to happen. she's going to have to show me first.
pdt, i will overnight a 12 pack of your favorite beer asap!
