Another Waw

[Refuse to quit]

Well after what happened in court I was not expecting much from the exchange of the kids. Was I shocked! I am not sure if it was because it was at the neutral location or what. Meeting at a public place was great. She was sitting down eating lunch with the kids and we were able to talk for about an hour. It came up that she sees the changes I have made in my life and they are things that she has always wanted to see(more time with the kids) she does not know if they are for real or if they are just to just to get them back. I told her that in time she would know. She asked me why I was still wearing my wedding ring and I told her it was becasue of the faith that I have in the future. She later asked me when dropping the kids off that she feels like she is getting mixed signals from me that I want us to be together and other times that I don't. I asked her what kind of signals does she feel like she is sending to me? She said a little of both. I told her how excited I was to spend time with the kids this weekend as it will be my first overnight with the kids in over 2 months. She seemed a bit taken back. I went out last night and did some shopping for clothes and things for the kids. It was fun. She called me 3 times while I was out. I was shocked! That is just about as many times as she has called me since this has happened. I think she is just as excited about me taking the kids. Never thought I would see these kinds of signals so close after we were in court. That whole court thing was bad. I hope all of this positive behavior continues. I am not going overboard though. Going to keep the changes going. They seem like they are working.
RTQ