woke up a bit late today. and i feel really good actually. first day since W has left i've felt this certain way. completely detached. The ropes dropped and i'm done wondering if my W is gonna txt or call. i'm only going to assume she's not going to.
have a few changes for myself lined up. some goals i've set for myself in the next 3 or 6 months. and have a plan to fill each day with enjoyment. all for me
whether DB'ing brings my W back is yet to be seen, but it sure put me in a better place in a matter of 3 weeks. thank you to everyone who took the time to post and reply on my thread. i will continue to pray for everyone on this board, that God helps you in your Sitch and that he will intervene on the part of everyone it benefits.
pdt, stuck, kimmie, and everyone else who took time to reply, i want to give you a special thank you. you helped me more then you'll ever know. i wish i could meet you in real life to shake your hands and give you all hugs. You helped me through the most difficult time in my life, and for the first time in a sitch like this, i didn't tear myself down. i only built myself up better and stronger. you all are amazing people. thank you
