Upside thank you so much. Nobody can imagine what I am going through. I stood by this man for the past 3 years believing all that he was saying and it's like I just got run over by a truck.

All the lies, all the secrecy, now we know why. How can my h like the person he has become. I feel so stupid for standing by him. My h must think I am such a stupid woman.

I feel like such a failure. Here I have been trying to DB bring my h home and he is off in la la land having babies. Wow, how could he do this?

I have been such a fool! Walked all over by my h. I guess he really never truly cared how I felt. How did he feel about ow? What was he doing cheating on us both? What kind of a man does that? Why did it have to be my h? Why?


Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"