On being the best O'Dog I can be

[Thinker]

Maybe it's just overall realization that this thing is way over and will either start again from square one or not at all.

The Old Relationship is Dead! I know it's hard to accept. It nearly killed me to do it. Once you really really accept that, it is much easier to move forward with your own life like you need to.

* The moving out thing really bothers me sometimes (here we go again). Yes, I feel like I lost out somehow or got pushed out. On the other had I felt like I needed to get away from her and work on my game. I also didn't want the financial burden of the house. Financially I could be possibly walking away with a clean slate and fresh start - I feel good about that part.

The fact that you are going to be able to get out of your financial burdens by having done this huge and important. With that one thing in mind you probably did the right thing by moving out.

Make sure you follow through and don't let your W change your mind. Get yourself free financially and then move forward with a new, happy, exciting life. Don't even think about friendiness from your W right now.

She's a big girl and can and will take care of herself.