I ask those same questions myself......we have no contact at all with my husband.. and dang it I miss him.I drive home from work when I finally have time to reflect and I wonder... did he even think about us at all today? Does he sometimes think about what he is done? Why do I keep praying for us ...for him...when it looks so impossible. He doesnt even contact our children nothing....nada....we just dont exist to him. We were married for 25 yrs.Lately I have been having loke flashbacks or something were I remember things that were said or done..I have never done that before but I have lately... I know how you feel, my husband told my sister to tell me he is never coming back to me he himself has never told me that when we used to talk I sometimes would say things like maybe one day we can work it out, we miss you and I always told him he could always come back home and his responce was as usual the infamous words they all say I DONT KNOW in a very sorry sort of way. When I pray I ask God to have me ready in my heart, and spiritually....to be really honest I dont know this man anymore..I dont like this man he has become...does this mean I am no longer INLOVE with him? I pray your situations starts to turn around for you soon....with your health,your marriage, your family. This is my first post to you but it caught my eye because of some of the things you wrote... Lord help us and all of us to call upon you whenever we feel we can no longer go on, no longer can go on praying for our spouses, when we feel like giving up, may your mercy uplift us and show us to be patient and to wait on you father you gave scripture the other morning and it has really stayed with me and it said IN THE MORNING,O LORD,YOU HEAR MY VOICE,IN THE MORNING I LAY MY REQUESTS BEFORE YOU AND WAIT IN EXPECTATION Psm5 3.
help us all Lord to be obedient to your will thank you for your favor in our lives I love you Lord,I trust you Lord and I beleive in your mighty power in Jesus name I pray..amen and amen have a beautiful day...I hope you dont mind me posting to you...
