You both have hammered home for me what I have admittedly tried to avoid. Subconsciously I know I need to "go dark" and work on myself. I have not been giving this enough of my effort. I keep thinking my situation is different than others here, she really does love me deep down and she will come back, etc. But my situation is not different. I also have to admit to myself that I am weak and probably co-dependant. From now on I will steel myself against co-dependant urges and focus inward. It will be difficult, but necessary. I only hope it isn't too late. Pray for me.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
