Hi, Your support means so much to me. I still feel pretty awful though I did manage to gag down dinner last night. I am being nice, kinda hard to be bubbly... He is trying. I told him last night that I still had questions but that I didn't think I should be asking him these questions everytime I had a thought. I told him we needed to find certain times to talk. He went to work at my parents' last night and asked me to keep him company. I was happy to go. He asked for the DB book last night, again. I'll give it to him today. He told me this AM we could talk in again in a couple days. I was snooping yesterday and found he has a new e-mail address on a different server. He has changed the password I found. I hate this whole thing. How can I ever trust him?????