Thanks for posting. I feel pretty mixed up about this whole thing; you are correct in that processing is very much my current task.
While I do feel a little more even keeled and am wanting to just stay detached and focus on me, I don't really feel like I want to move on to a new life.I want to more forward, have a full life, not be focused on M. or what H. is thinking and why, to ballance work and friends, but am not looking to start any sort of R. Obviously I don't know what I am doing on that front but know how quickly these things can get complicated and more complicated is the last thing I need or can handle these days.
It's late and I am very tired. At the end of the day I am happy to just go to sleep with some peace and quiet.
Me 30 H 33 together:10 years married:5 years Separated: 1/23/09 living apart 5 mos and counting "when you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on"-FDR
