So today before W left to go to work she said she wanted to talk to me for a minute. I said ok and so she confessed to me a some stuff that I had suspected but didn't have absolute confirmation on. She made the comment that if things were ever going to work between us that we needed to be honest with each other. It hurt to hear that some suspicions were true but it was nice that she was honest with me. Actually, it made me feel a little closer to her and makes me kind of have more trust with her. Sounds kind of weird I guess but it does. I told her thank you for telling me and that it meant a lot to me that she did. Not that what she said doesn't hurt but I'm glad she told me. I think this is a start. It's a huge step for her. I hope they keep on coming. She has shown other small steps lately too. Little rubs on my shoulder when she passes by me. Hugs every day before one of us leaves. All the stuff with the movie and reading books last night....definite changes to what the usual had been.