Can't even get into it but my marriage is just about dead. Let's just say, the "universe" has pretty much affirmed for H that he is destined for greatness in every way and he should divorce me.
LOL...no, I wish I could extrapolate here but it is too uniquely loopy. I just can't take the superstition anymore. If all signs tell him what they seem to be, I need to stop trying. It is so crazy making.
Never mind that we've been getting along, he was all over me last night and we have two kids to raise together. He is destined for both career and spiritual greatness...
Everything about "us" is now being dissected and shed in the worst light and people of importance to H are validating his hypothesis to the extent that I think I have to just get out of the way and let him live with his version of the story. I thought I had made peace with this already. But, the attraction between us and the attention has given me a sense that he was lightening up on that.
I hurt right now more than I have in a long time. Feeling so small. But, I will start anew tomorrow.
Let's just say, the "universe" has pretty much affirmed for H that he is destined for greatness in every way and he should divorce me.
Then get your ducks in a row and let the universe hit him with some reality. Karma has a way of leting you know if you are doing the right thing. Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
Just protect you and your children from being devoured by his reality. Use your energy that way and let he, in his state of "spiritual whatever", get on with it.
