WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 10

[confusedinpa]

I had the boys today again, so the perk of being unemployed continues of spending so much time with my two boys.

I did wind up calling my wife today as I have a job interview next Tues so we had to work out how we are handling the boys on that day. I told her that I will be staying overnite Mon as the interview was early on Tues and it was over 2 hours away. She just made a comment of who was paying for the hotel (I didn't answer that one).

Then later that evening at 7:30PM, she text me that Michael Jackson died. I wasn't sure if that was her way to prompt me to call her so she could talk to the kids, but I didn't. If she really wanted to talk to the boys she can call or if the boys ask to call, then I would. She really didn't seem that interested in talking with my son yesterday when she came to watch him for a couple of hours when I went to met a recruiter (she wound up taking a nap during that time). I really don't understand her and the way she approaches the kids.

Around 9:30 PM, she sends a text that she found a piece of glass in her foot. I did reply with some concern to ask if she was ok and to find out what happened (I had in the past called, but thought I would mix it up a little). She said she was fine as it was a small piece of glass. I joked back was she dancing on tables again (she knows my prior girlfriend were club girls/strippers so they were very apt to dance on bars and tables when they had a couple of drinks). She just replied back with a "nooooooo" and I let the conversation end like that.

I had thought about calling her to find out what she worked out for my boys Tues, but I had already talked to her mom and she said she wasn't working that day so she was available, and I contacted my son's camp director who said that he can do an extended day that day without any problems so she has plenty of options to choose from.

So at least I have a interview next week. I'm trying to not get my hopes up, but am keeping my fingers crossed.

I sooooooo need something good to happen to get me out of this slump......