I'm not looking for attention. I post her what is going on in my sitch and what my feelings and thoughts are. I realize I have gotten a ton of great advice. I am going to a C. I am going to church. I'm trying to figure out which church I should make my church home. I pray a lot. I worry about a lot of things. I always have. Thats a problem of mine.
I have never been a big go out and meet people kind of person. I have always been more comfortable just hanging with my family. Its hard to get out and meet people and form good long lasting friendships. But it is something that I am trying to do. I spend time with my kids. I don't look forward to a future without my W no matter what is out there. But it is something that is in God's hands and not mine.
I don't know what else to say.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
