Trying to detach from the madness!

[Startingover2]

Oh VD I love that song...I turn it up everytime its on. I should make it a ringtone for exh!

[Startingover2]

Not much new to report. Maybe that is a good thing for once. Missed his visit yesterday which was good for me I think. I can't get the vision of married girl helping her husband pack things in his car out of my head. I don't know if I could have held my tongue.

Most of my children are leaving this weekend with their dad. One will be here but just at night to sleep. She is way too involved with her social life and work to hang out much. Got to stay busy. Have a church bbq tomorrow night and then need to find things for the weekend. Supposed to reach 105!

[blindsided1]

Go for a drive. Take baby to the coast, park, zoo, whatever. Go to the mall and window shop. Go eat split pea soup...that's their claim to fame up there, right LOL. Spring Clean. Get a baby book or photo album in order. Whenever I see there is something to do...I put it on a list I keep. Then when I don't have something to preoccupy me, I pull out the list and do at least one thing. I also make lists of places I'd like to go. I understand about trying not to spend money. But, there's lots of things to do. Go to the library or a kids museum. Be creative. You need to keep yourself busy. And, don't give into the temptation to dwell.

[Startingover2]

Split pea soup LOL so funny! YUCK

Gotta keep busy this weekend!

[kassie]

Hope you find things to do and enjoy the time/break from all the others.

Blindsided had a lot of good ideas. I gave you a list before myself.

It is important to detach and think just about you and baby in a good way.

I have been watching free video lectures of my favorite authors where available. Read any good books lately? Look them up on line. Just another suggestion. I am not so tech savy and forget that almost anything is possible online.

[kassie]

Hijack time, I could use your opinion about posts on my thread. I'll check back. This was Silvagod's job in a previous lifetime. THanks.

[Startingover2]

Breathing....

Exh just changed his status on FB to "in a relationship".

Must be serious.

I was feeling so good earlier. Now I am hurting again.

He is with someone who I guess makes him happy, and I am alone.

[kassie]

i thought you understood that his stuff is B****. Don't believe what you see/read - it can all be made up and since when has he ever told the truth? Do you really think he is someone else when not around you?

Breathe....

Detach....

Know that nothing has really changed. He is still the same person, and so are you.

[Startingover2]

Wow...this just came to my email. I get this daily ispiration email every day. Most of the time I just glance at it, but today it caught me:

"God will send the right people to our life at the right time. We must first let the wrong people walk away. The wrong people will use our weaknesses to stay in our lives. If we don't let the wrong people walk away, we'll miss God's best."

[Startingover2]

Sometimes FB sucks.

Exh's daughter is now friends with married girl. Guess they have met. How nice.

I know she is getting my leftovers. I know he is a horrible person. Still, he doesn't deserve to be happy one millisecond. He deserves to be alone just like he left me.

My only hope is that he leaves me and baby alone now.