I think it would be a bad idea to send it now. I just wish I knew is all. But I'm not sending it.
Thanks,
Kevin
Would it help for you to accept that she may not "know" either?
You don't want the answer she would give you today. Trust us. Just keep working on the main issue which per your own words is to learn how to focus on yourself. That is what C is for and what hopefully, we can help you do. You stop thinking about her by replacing those thoughts with other things. You have to fake it for a while and in time, you will do it with ease.
We all relate to the insecurity associated with letting go. You can still love her, care about her, want her back, without obsessing. That is what will have to happen for you to be healthy.
Keep going Kevin, don't allow yourself to sabotage your own hard work.
