You sound so good. I'm amazed to hear how much stuff is coming out already--how many hidden unspoken questions are coming to the surface. It takes courage and strength to confront the past and ask those questions and listen to the answers. !!!
I don't even remember if I already posted this since I've been thinking about it for so long. But I wonder if the reason why BF has been doing SOOO many acts of service for you was to PROVE that he is truly serious about returning to you. maybe that is his way of saying, this is for real, I'm ready to come home, I'm really ready to help you and create a beautiful home together, I'm ready to watch your back and fix things that aren't working and provide however I can with my services. Maybe to him that shows more commitment/courage than a romantic gesture like flowers or a sexy dinner.
