I just don't understand what triggered this or why I even feel this way in the first place at all.
Ummm....HELLO!!!!!! You are going thru a lot right now and that is what triggered it. Once your stablility is broken then the slightest little thing will trigger it. The fear of the unknown is not something everyone can handle. Your mind is working in overdrive right now. How am I going to see my kids? How will I get to work if I don't have money for gas? What can I buy for groceries with $10? You know, all those questions are coming at you full force.
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Broke is one thing, that's nothing new, been there done that, story of my life except once I got ahead of things and actually had money, well, I was married, had a nice house and 2 wonderful kids. Well damn, what do I have now?
