Another Waw

[Refuse to quit]

Well another bit of an update. Talked to her this morning. Today is the first day with the court ordered visit schedule. So I was trying to coordinate pick up and drop off points. I did not want to call last night because I felt like she would be reeling to much from the day. I know I was. She made the comment today that she felt like my sister and brother in law that were there with me ignored her and she said "Well I know where I stand with your family." I tried to reassure her that they felt the same way that she had ignored them. She said it wasn't the case although she did admit to ignoring me. All in all it was a 30-35 minute phone call. She said she wants to do what is best for the kids and put our problems aside. I told her that in my heart I know what is best for the kids and I am going to do just that. She paused for a while and did not say anything. I see more of the guard up and down all the time and after this I was thinking that I would see it up a bit longer. But we weren't in person either. Who knows? Any ways I will see her this afternoon and then this evening. I just hope that this 2 more months will give me the time to break more of this wall down. I know it can't hurt.
RTQ