Thank you swl...always good to hear from you!!

I think partly i am feeling good because lately i see on peoples threads where I use to be and where I am now is 2 completely different stages of what has happened to me. I remember needing to come here every day just to get help through the day! I felt lost and hopeless. Now, all I can say is that it DOES get easier with TIME! No matter what you are going through. I think I can speak from experience since my H has come back sooooo many times and left me again.

It does get easier. The pain does get easier to deal with and after awhile, you realize that only you can live your life and make it either miserable or great!

I have been focusing more on my health lately. I have lost about 13 pounds over the past 2 months! Im feeling good and yes I did enjoy my vaca....matter of fact, Im going back without the kids next month!! Im really excited about that!!!!

I still have my down times when I really miss my H...but, i know thats just normal. Ill be fine.

Last edited by kissak; 06/25/09 05:50 PM.

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10