he was back, i think

[bluerain]

Almostdone is absolutely right. Nothing changed for me until I really turned away and was ready to walk. I hadnt given up, I just was tired of letting his BS hurt me. I took the papers and filled out the VIN numbers of all of our vehicles, corrected the community property that he had screwed up, and when I told him that they were ready, he said he didnt want to sign them.

And in March I burned them.

I just think that until you are really ready to let go and let him screw up on his own, you wont really project that and acting AS IF is only taking you so far.

If you need to keep holding on until the polish girls green card expires or she gets bored waiting then do that, I understand. But the more you let go, the better you will feel. I promise.