The adventure continues--the saga goes on

[AFWAW]

You seem to know what you want to do...not sure I agree with it but there are many here (PDT) that can advise you...I so much hope it works out for you and your Ds best...

I'm not sure that I can. We have both said everything that can be said, but ultimately it's up to John to decide what he wants to do, and how much cr@p he's willing to put up with.

If there's one thing I've learned from these boards, ya ain't ready untils you'ze ready.

Puppy

Puppy,
You're right and I haven't decided what it is that I want. Everytime I get close to making the decision something stops me. As you already know, this is one of the hardest things I've had to deal with in my life. Unfortunately, I have had many moments of weakness and heartache which does not lend to solid decision making. So, I'm still struggling with what to do.