Where am I? How long will it last?

[needinghope]

Thank you both so much for your advice. Yesterday was the first day of not crying and the first day of NC. He sent me a text but I kept my reply pleasantly brief. I guess that is contact, but I didn't initiate it, so in my head that's still NC. I slept in a bit today and plan on cleaning the house and then hanging out with a friend.
I've also started reading Divorce Remedy, but it seems very similar to Divorce Busters. Does anyone know the difference between the two? Never-the-less, it's very helpful.

So, today looks promising. Thanks again for the wisdom. I would still like to hear from others, so please feel free to post.