K4D, You are praying to God looking for answers and believing for the impossible. From following you posts, God has sent many helicopters to help you escape the flood of "thoughts" from the enemy.

You are right, we have a choice to do it our way or God's way. Which way are you going K?

Jesus says "come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Mt.11:28
-You are going to Jesus in prayer but continuing to take your load of problems you are having with your W. You are "believing for the impossible" Kevin. Give your W to God and let go of her completely. As long as you hang on, God will not intervene. He wants all the glory for resurrecting your dead marriage. Kevin, when your marriage is restored, you will be able to tell people that it was a miracle from God.

I see alot of people care about you on this board, Listen to them! If God can use a donkey, he will certainly use many people to give his messages. Focus on yourself and don't look at the works of Satan. The truth isn't in him...Satan wants you to take your eyes of Jesus and focus on the problems.

I'm telling you this because I made the same mistakes as you. My W would be nice and I thought things were leading towards reconciliation. Then I would get D talk and hit rock bottom everytime focusing on her behavior. So please listen to the lovely people on here Kevin. You will find yourself in alot of pain getting your hopes up and then finding out W was just leading you on.

I will be praying for you brother! Have a blessed day!

"Suffering is painful but makes you a stronger person".