cute little house? there will be no cute little house...

i lost all equity in my big beautiful house, im leaving with nothing.

im hoping, to get a cute little apt. hoping.

i cant blame the business failing, we didnt go into it thinking it would fail. my husband would not have left his high paying job to now be unemployed.

i blame him giving up so quickly.

so now my financial picture is a big of a nightmare.

i think that is adding to my overwelmed feelings.

i know i will be ok, i know i have help from family, i know i have the 401k, which is large.

but everything else is an unknown.

and the love triangle doesnt help, even when i try my best to remove myself from it.

im taking things one minute at a time, going to the mets game today, my son will really enjoy it and i will enjoy taking him.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09