Even Jesus himself felt abandoned on the cross. "My God, my God, why have you abandoned me?". If He felt that way, then it's ok for me to have those feelings. I continue to pray for our marriage and the strength to endure this, but I know deep in my heart that no matter what happens, He will take care of me.
Yes, He will. He was also terrified the night before He was crucified, remember? In the garden, He pleaded with His Father, "if it were possible, let this cup pass from me."
That's the whole point of God becoming man. So that He knows what we're going thru.
