mdoodles, my h has sucked me back in MANY times...more than I care to mention...but at least a dozen or two! That sounds awful, but i will say that each time it got easier. Time is really the only thing thats gonna make it better. Also for me, I would NOT be where I am without Prayer and God's help. Im sorry you are having such a hard time. It is by no way easy. I think the only thing that helps me through things is seeing where I am and where my H is. I am truly blessed with all that I have....my h is alone, bored, living in a camper, broke and has lost alot of his friends. Alot of the friends he has now are ones that he has recently made....they dont know him well enough yet. I miss him though. The old him.
Keep taking it one hour or day at a time. Think about all that you do have, not what you dont have. Try to think about what Mach1 said, go out and find that cute little house for you and your son.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
