thanks...i do things for myself, take care of myself and my son, get out with friends etc.

but how do u truly detach? how do u not care?

how do u wake up without the pain in your heart?

im sure he is not happy right now, things cannot possibly be fun and games wherever he is right now...

maybe if the finances werent so bad, i wouldnt be so overwelmed.

maybe if i knew where i was moving too, maybe if i wasnt under such a sudden time constraint, i wouldnt be so overwelmed.

its everything all at once this time around. and its alot.

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09