First Timer

[wolverine1997]

Right now it is hard to see me gaining anything in this mess. It seems as if I am giving up everything and getting nothing in return. I am starting to develop a sense of peace with things. But that too is scary because I don't want it to turn into stagnant complacency. I have already made up my mind as to what I would do if things turn out for the worse. In the long run I know that I will be alright. To be honest I am more worried about her because I know that she doesn't really know what she is doing. She thinks she does, but she doesn't. If things totally go south I know that I will land on my feet. She on the other hand is going to hit rock bottom.