K4D Rising #2

[25yearsmlc]

Ppent,

Thanks for reminding me about the IMing..I forgot that b/c I think I blanked it out...I mean, at this point??

Guess It was such a shock to see someone with ALL this advice -still stalking his wife in cyberspace...after all that has been said...you couldn't figure this one out yourself Kevin? No, you just won't listen...and so much time feels wasted. Unbelievable.

Kevin I don't see how you will move forward (or ever be happy) when you obviously refuse to. You can talk and talk about God, and read the bible all you want, and talk about FAITH, but it seems like babble to me b/c If you had faith, you would not react in fear at every single chance you get. Operating in faith means not operating in fear. And
You would not cave in and collapse around your w, at every opportunity. You'd set a boundary for yourself and keep it, you'd say "no" to something and a 100 other things would be different.

You call it complacence, and backsliding. But it's really just avoiding the hard work, and your terror of being alone.


You are stuck b/c You are looking for an easy way thru this and there isn't any, and you keep banging your head hoping the answer will change. And I'm banging my head with these posts and getting nowhere with you.

The answer won't change, and you won't. So you will sit here and stay stuck. And criticize your w and judge her parenting, and staring at her IMing and pining away about why she won't IM you....and whether she'll hug you, or give you a present, or intive you over...ALL while avoiding the work only you can do--on you... thus guaranteeing you being here forever.

And now that I recall the whole IM thing...I'm just so frustrated with you.
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